Sorting stuff out

Been keeping to myself lately. Figuring some things out about myself. Starting to work the program. Self discovery. Pretty fucking incredible. Here's a bit of an email I just sent to em.

Anyway, sometimes it's felt lately like I'm being taken apart and put back together. It's a little unsettleing but I love the way parts of me seem to fit better; getting more aligned or something. It also seems like spaces are being made in me that are allowing for some incredible feelings to manifest. It seems really expansive. I'm finding I love and respect myself more than I ever have but not in an ego based way.

This is a bit hard to put into words but somehow important for me to record. That's all for now.